a fight is going on inside of me.

Lunch Time

As of this very moment, I am in my school library typing here because I'm bored and don't want to be in the lunch room because I am done eating and my friend that I'm not happy with right now sits at my table. Yes, I'm a sore loser. Lunch was good I guess. Not really, I lied. The pizza was hard, the cheese was not melted, and there was still grease on the top of the pizza, the ranch dressing was too runny, and the bag of rice crisps were gross and had processed, powdered caramel. How do you make powdered caramel. The bell just rang. I am writing another entry in class in my notebook that I will post later this afternoon. Good bye readers.

I'm Conceited, Be My Friend

Today started off fantastic. Got a good night's sleep, woke up at six o'clock am easily. Went to the high school for my final in my driving portion of driver's education. Yes, I'm 17 in two months and I'm just now getting my license. I passed! It was great. I got home and watched CSI: NY then got a text from my friend. He had agreed to chill for a bit. Then I get a call an hour later saying he's getting gas and is on his way to his new girlfriend's house. This new girlfriend of his is one of my old friends, and has dated him, now, for the third time. Okay whatever, I thought they'd eventually come get me because he had already agreed to hang out. I call him multiple times, no answer. Now I'm getting angry. So I text his girlfriend, "Tell him to answer my calls." Her response, "He doesn't care." I said, "Yes, he does." She responds with, "He told me to say that, so bye." ...wtf? So I start bitching, of course, and I say he'll prove to be a shitty boyfriend a third time because he's always been a shitty friend. She says, "Like you?" again...wtf? I ask for an example and she comes back with when haven't you. Hah, good one. Give me a real example. Her example? "Your conseated think your bad ass when your not dont give a shit about any of your friends." (With those fantastic spelling and grammar flaws.) Woah, woah, woah. Excuse me? Since I can remember I've always put my friends before me, and if I didn't it was because they deserved it. This day has gone to shit, and fast.

Okay, I need an honest answer.

If you could choose between living in Switzerland, which remember is in Europe, or Waukee, Iowa. Which place would you rather live in? I have a friend that I play flute with in band, his name is Frank (with a long a, it's French) he was born in Switzerland, speaks fluent French. Why in the hell is he doing in Waukee, Iowa?! I mean god I love him. Marching band next year is going to be great, we're going to be seniors and in charge of the flute section. Mwahahaha. We're gonna crack the whip I guess one could say. If someone isn't doing sufficiently, we make them want to quit. They aren't allowed to quit? They'll learn to get better. Hahah. We have so much fun in that section for the one's that try. Marching band is probably the coolest activity I'm part of, by the way. Well I just thought I'd post this since I haven't posted anything recently. Been busy. Might actually sit done and write tonight, so maybe expect something. Peace out.

Nothing to do?

So, I'm at Cam's house. We went to the mall and bought him a new wallet from Dillards, a new belt from Spencer's, and we looked at gauges for him. We went back to his house thinking that Xbox would be a lot more entertaining then it actually was. Now we're bored, sitting in his bedroom. I'm listening to Pandora.com and writing this, and he is playing campaign on Modern Warfare 2 and now cleaning his room. Hah. He doesn't feel good, I'm laughing at him. We have until about 7:00pm and we have nothing to do. We might go back out, or clean his car again real quick...Any ideas?
I'm gonna get off. Might write again later tonight if I don't have plans. I think I might practice my flute and the new Wicked arrangement, but I don't know.
Peace.

Winding Down

This week has been extremely hectic. Monday I got 2 fillings, Tuesday I was home sick, Wednesday was an ice day, Thursday was my first opportunity to actually learn something in my new classes, and Today we had a full day of school. I'll write about my week. (:
Monday
Went to school normal time in the morning. At 1:20 I got out of school early for two fillings in my back molars. First time ever, at first not so bad, but when that morphine knocks off it hurts! Stayed home that night.
Tuesday
Stayed home sick. Slept until 1:30 pm. Read in bed for an hour or so. Went to the family room to eat and watch TV. I watched a cheap British horror movie on cable called Spirit Trap. It was quite strange. Then played some Xbox 360 Modern Warfare 2. After that I'm pretty sure I just went to bed.
Wednesday
Ice day; no school. Slept until around 11:00am. Read for two hours in bed then went out to the loft to play more Modern Warfare 2 with Cameron. Watched another old cheap horror movie, played more Modern Warfare 2 with David until it was time to go to bed.
Thursday
Two hour delay for school. Went to school with Cameron at 9:45am. Now keep in mind this is my first day actually doing in class work for the subject. All my classes went fairly well. History class is quiet, but I can work around that. English is a bit quieter too, but we have a good amount of notes and reading. Lifetime Fitness we go over the the Waukee Warrior Wellness Center to work out for about an hour and thirty minutes. This place has all new equipment since the YMCA moved out of it. The school bought all the new machines and tons of them.
Friday is today.
Woke up this morning with that impending doom feeling...(lunch Period post).
Now I'm sitting in my big comfy pink chair with a pillow, a blanket, a heat dish, a stack of movies, my art supplies, and my computer; and yes, my chair is in the closet. I'm cool, I know. My plans for tonight are watch movies, color, sleep, and write. That's what I'm doing on a Friday night. Hah. I did hang out with Cameron until around 6:00pm. As soon as school got out we went to the do-it-yourself car wash, drove to his house to detail his Ford Explorer. Ha, ya, I detailed a car for around two hours listening to my iPod. Cameron put his new subwoofer in and we left to run a few errands. We ended up taking the new sub out before he took me home, it was awful. Now I'm sitting here contemplating what to do next. Maybe I'll write later tonight, but I doubt it. Peace.

Lunch Period

Just thought I'd escape from lunch for a day and write something. I'm not hungry so don't worry about the whole eating thing. Hmmm. I'll talk about my day so far. This morning I woke up and couldn't get a hold of my ride. So I woke up with this awful thought of impending doom: I am not going to make it to school on time. It's 7:20 I've been calling my ride almost non-stop whilst getting ready for school. Finally he picks up groaning as always. Seconds later my mom comes and asks me if I need a ride. So all these thoughts of impending doom, completely pointless. I get to school in a somewhat better mood, I had talked to an old friend from the summer the night before and again this morning.
Band was great. We are playing an incredible arrangement of the play, The Wicked. Along with an easier piece called Rushmore, which incorporates parts of America the Beautiful into it's own unique melody. I really enjoy our contest selections this year.
History, purely because of the subject itself, was great. We are discussing the Western Frontier. native Americans, cowboys, the Gold Rush, railroads, all very interesting. We had a great discussion going along with a Native American Quiz on fact vs. myth. They were true/false questions but we got into some great discussion. I don't mean to gloat but I led the discussion along with a classmate Emily and the teacher Mr. Carlson.
Right now, I'm in third block, English 3. Right now is lunch, as I said before, but before lunch we went over The Crucible vocab. And we're now reading Act 1 in class.
Well the bell just rang to go back to class. I'm having a night at home tonight so more tonight. Bye.